To the MAN who had my body and raped my soul,
I wanted to get dressed like I dreamt all these years, after all, it was my 18th. I was going to become an official adult. So I went off to shop my favorite outfit after taking some amount of cash that my mother had saved for my birthday. I live in a family of 5 and me being the youngest, I get a lot of presents on birthdays. But I don’t know why there was something special about this year. Everything was calm, pretty and I was dreaming big, more than ever. Even though my family was going through a big financial crisis I had a long-kept faith that things are going to get better very soon. I could see the change coming.
I was a bit skeptical about spending such huge amount of money on clothes but I wanted to. For the first time in my entire life, I went inside a showroom, to purchase something. I picked up a button down skirt and a shirt and decided to wear it then and there. I was really excited to show my brothers and parents what I got. It was around 8 PM on the evening of Thursday. An auto! Finally, I got an auto what a relief it was I still remember waiting there for so long.
“Home, sweet home!”
The door was open and it was dark I thought they were going to surprise me. And I was right! I was surprised when the lights were switched on, You were standing with a huge cake in your hands,
“Doll, your parents, and brothers will come in a while.”
“My name is not DOLL, call me SIYA, UNDERSTAND?”
It was an eerie feeling when you rolled your eyes over my skirt,
“Girls shouldn’t wear such clothes”
“It’s my birthday”
And I ran into my room to change my clothes and you followed me. To my worst nightmare, a father-like figure grabbed me by my waist,
“Let me help you to remove these dirty clothes you wore to lure me”
I kept shouting and no one really came to help. I am sure that people have heard me, it was a loud cry, louder than my dreams! My breasts were only a piece of flesh for you. My legs were as if your toy and Inch by inch you ate my body and left the scars on my soul. The moment you acted like a beast on my entire body, my soul was cursing, after all, girls can only curse, that’s the only power they’ve got!
From,
another such girl